Nothing really happens these days.
Only rain and darkness, only the office desk and a roof above my head.
It’s like everything stops or freezes and I can’t wait for the world to make me better or happy or to surprise me.
I’m being more extrovert than ever and I need movement, something sweet and fun – and I lack of ideas and vacation is so far away.
So tomorrow, October 1st I’m starting my “A Photo A Day” project.
’cause I have to be constant in at least one thing until I have a better idea.
Mau has his own project going on for now only locally.
Let’s make it big and go globally.
There is this happy and big-hearted girl that wants to come out and embrace everything, love everyone.
But time and time again she is trapped by all the horrible feelings that the world won’t accept her and she disappears.
I need to find out how to bring her to life.
To come out even if she’s genuine and unprepared.
I feel great today.
I woke up and thought about all the forget-me-nots and marigolds, and all the things that don’t get old that I’ve lived with you.
I feel loved.
Thank you for giving me the chance to love you.
If you find someone who makes you smile,
If you find someone who checks up on you often to see if you’re okay,
If you find someone who watches out for you,
If you find someone who loves and respects you,
Don’t let them go.
People like that are hard to find.
The more intimately you know someone, the more clearly you’ll see their flaws.
This is why marriages fail, why children are abandoned, why friendship doesn’t last.
You might think you love someone until you see the way they act when they’re out of money, under pressure, hungry, in a bad shape, etc.
Love is something different.
Love is choosing to serve someone and be with someone in spite of their nasty heart.
Love is patient and kind, love is deliberate.
Love is hard.
It’s like seeing the darkness in another person and defying the impulse to jump ship.
*inspired by The Iceman
We need to be encouraged.
We need to be reminded of how wonderful we are.
We need to be believed in – told that we are brave and smart and capable of accomplishing all the dreams we dream and more.
Remind me of me – to remind you of you.
The book of Meow 