I need closure and I need a new beginning at the same time.

I don’t have anything to sum up.

I don’t have resolutions either.

I wish time freezes right here, right now, for as long as I want.

I’m not a wizard. No magic wand, no spells, no tricks, no book of shadows.

Although I feel like one.  So old, and sick, and tired of everything and everyone.

I’ve never been so absent minded.

I’ve never been so careless.

I’m missing something lately.

And I know now that I’m the one missing from my own life.

I wish time freezes so I can find myself.

I wish for an endless summer night of stardust and dreams.