the matzic effect

Posted on February 20, 2013 by Diana

Ever heard about the “matzic effect” ?

I for sure did – it happens 1 or 2 times a week with not so devastating consequences as expected.

The “matzic effect” is the one time event when, being  thrilled and happy about something going on into your life, the entire universe decides to give you a sign.

You know, those things like spilling a glass of beer all over the white table sheet, wrecking a table in a cafe shop or just getting lost and passing by your point of interest for 2 or 3 times and not getting there.

Why do I call it matzic?

Because it’s just like in George Carlin’s giggles when a cat has an accident and it acts like that was the way it wanted it to be. Cats are so proud!

Gotta love the matzic effect !!!

^-.-^

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note to self

Posted on February 18, 2013 by Diana

I wish I could express much more in person then in writing

“cause I feel everything the same way

I’m not a geek

I’m only too proud to admit I enjoy mundane things

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the world did not end …

Posted on February 18, 2013 by Diana

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And the world did not end.

I bought for us tickets to Slash. You were awesome.

Music always lights up your face.

And the world did not end.

You gave  me roses and a company cat. I was crushed.

Surprises always light up my face.

Can’t wait for the next world end to come …

 

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I dreamed of New York

Posted on February 16, 2013 by Diana

I say good morning, but I’m lying again.

Last night, I dreamed of New York.

And I dreamed of you.

There’s nothing good about waking up when we’re still here.

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you happened to me

Posted on February 14, 2013 by Diana

Sometimes it just takes patience for everything to happen.
Time is tricky.
We have whole months, even years, when nothing changes a speck, when we don’t go anywhere or do anything.
And then we can get hit in half a second and so much happens –  its almost like we are born all over again.
You happened  to me.

So, let your heart meet mine and, when the time comes, baby don’t run, just kiss me slowly!

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take me to the sea, always

Posted on February 11, 2013 by Diana

Today I realized how amazing life is and how so little for someone means so much for someone else.

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The sea looks beautiful in the winter.

You know me so well by now.

 

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heavy rock medication

Posted on February 5, 2013 by Diana

I always turn back to the bands and songs that got me through bad moments when I was young.

I’m still trying to figure out why I medicate myself with heavy rock each time when I’m sad or lonely and why I do not have any song of the day for when I’m joyful and cheerful and “oh, my! life is wonderful”.

Bahhh, I love a good guitar yawn and a small piano ding.

And after years and years I still want to see HIM in concert.

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skippin’ a bit

Posted on February 3, 2013 by Diana

Sometimes we miss those we have lost more than in other days.

Sometimes we can swear we saw them just around the corner and our hearts skip a beat.

However, all the time I’m surprised how I end up thinking of you.

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.

I’m always right beside you.

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tu me manques

Posted on January 27, 2013 by Diana

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I got linguistically creative again these days.

So I discovered that in french you say “tu me manques”.

And it’s so different from “I miss you”.

It’s more “you are missing from me”.

I like that.

Tu me manques.

You are a part of me – like blood, like an organ.

It’s like I’m not functioning without you.

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killers are quiet

Posted on January 24, 2013 by Diana

I want mess and chaos.

I don’t want everything to add up to some perfect equation of love.

I want craziness and passion.

I don’t want blood everywhere from us stabbing each other in the back constantly.

I want to fight you and for you.

I believe in love and lust and sex and romance.

I want it all.

I want it with you.

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baby don’t run, just kiss me slowly

Posted on January 22, 2013 by Diana

I wish I could say no regrets and no emotional debts.

But I know there are many.

I know there will be risks.

But I want to face them with you.

The truth doesn’t set you free, I know.

It makes you feel awkward, defenseless and vulnerable.

It’s wrong that we should only be half alive, half of ourselves.

So here I am, standing in your doorway.

I’ve always been standing in your doorway.

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