how simple is that?

A lot of things going on in my life lately got me thinking that I should restart writing my thoughts like I was doing a couple of years ago. Don’t know if it’s the salty fresh air of the Baltic that I still have within me or the ice cold vodka that I just had but I finally regained the feeling that I have something to say.

If I’m writing for myself, to myself or for anyone out there who can come across my pages, that’s not the point.

All I know is that it will not be a journal, that’s a sure thing, only random thoughts – story of my life.

And here I go: I was at work today listening to Poets of the Fall (my new discovery from Finland) while doing some paper work, eating a peach and slowly suffocating when suddenly it crossed my little narrowed mind:  why in the world do I have to complicate things when it’s really quite simple??

I have to find out what makes me happy and who it is that makes me happy and I’m set.

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story of my life – chemistry

I’m never really in love as much as I’m in lust.

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be me

*Poets of the fall – War

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Each day I learn how to love

Today I learned how to love:  the clock that rings much too early in the morning, the bus driver that drives like a dead man, the stuffy salad from the cafeteria, my lovely phone that breaks down in the middle of my conversations and the annoying pigeons that come my way.

Each day I learn how to love.

However, each time I fall for the wrong guy.

*Sting – Stolen car (take me dancing) album version

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House of spirits – Isabel Allende

It’s the story of three generations of strong women, in a world where women aren’t supposed to be strong, with a man as the common thread between them – it’s an incredible family saga, a powerful history of characters.  They are funny, eccentric, temperamental, ideal.

 You hate some and you admire some, still, they are all interesting and well drawn. There is violent, explicit sexuality that is hateful and despicable but at the same time totally exciting. There is so much raw human spirit that you are constantly lifted up to the sky and then thrown back down to the ground. The thing is, when you feel like something bad will happen, it will happen.

What I didn’t love so much about The House of the Spirits is that it witnesses to the most important part of Chilean history: the Pinochet era and it shows us what it “might” have looked like behind the scenes, what the papers were not reporting about that political struggle. But in Latin America these kinds of events are part of the history and they can not be told for the very censorship that this story speaks of, so they are told in novels and are thinly veiled as magical and exaggerated.

Overall I enjoyed this book, it’s layered, it’s complex, plus, it has one of the best opening and closing lines I’ve ever read.

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Believe the impossible

Prayer can change everything.

Prayer opens up unimagined possibilities. Through prayer people, things, problems and relationships can be transformed.

Prayer has infinite power.

Flyers from Rock Church in Helsinki


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Vivaldi’s Virgins – Barbara Quick

“The sky on a clear night is a living, pulsating thing. The stars are like musical notes turned to light, and, like notes, they shimmer and swell and fade and fall. The painters have never captured it — but they never will until some painter teaches his colors to dance.”

Since last year I become interested in stories set in Venice and this book was intriguing for me. Loosely based on real life events of the young musicians who were taught by Vivaldi, the novel presents Anna Maria’s life, an orphan who plays violin and who is searching for her mother.
The story is told poetically through the voice of 14 year old Anna who is writing letters to her mother while the rest of the book is told from the view point of Anna Maria as a 40 year old woman, filling in the gaps that the younger Anna’s letters leave blank.
There is a bit of mystery involved in the story but having read many novels which use this as a plot device I find it less interesting than the descriptions of the setting which is brought vividly to life here.

The entire book is so focused on music and Anna’s love for music it really comes through in the writing style. It was so lyrical. I just felt the ending was too simple. I do have a lot of respect for people who write historical fiction and can tie all the loose ends together at the end in a way that is realistic and compelling. Unfortunately, this author fell short a little.

Still, I enjoyed the book overall.

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adagio

partir c’est mourir un peu …

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fragile

I’m 25 and still don’t know what to do when I grow up

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Join the game

What would you think if you were to look from your apartment’s balcony at some 23-25 year olds playing hide and seek or chasing after each other in the old pigeon and the hawk game while yelling, laughing and having a blast at 8 in the evening?

I’d call some people.

And then join them in the games.

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a glimpse of wisdom

Too often the thing you want most is the one thing you can’t have.

Desire leaves us heartbroken … it wears us out.

Desire can wreck your life.

But as tough as wanting something can be… the people who suffer the most are those who don’t know what they want.

(Grey’s Anatomy)

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