- heart sounds – intro
- heart sounds – it started on a sunday morning I
- heart sounds – how could the world go silent? II
- heart sounds – where did all the songs go ? III
The absence of music makes me angry.
I miss the words, the drums, the guitar grinds and piano keys – and all the small mistakes that makes a song be special. Music shapes my emotions. I mean, it used to shape mine.
I miss his voice, his laugh and the sound of our lips kissing. The most.
I miss Gris’ meows. The purring and kneading on the couch.
Texting on my cell is great but I want to dial and hit the call button. I miss car horns and bad ringtones. Chu-chu trains waking me up at 6 AM.
I know silence is a beautiful concept. But now there’s nothing. No waves crushing on the beach, no wind banging my windows.
I couldn’t sleep last night. I just couldn’t do it. There was too much calmness. And I kept thinking about the days when my life was unlimited.